You may not say you are gay, but one thing is certain you have certainly taken time to fully absorb the sensations a guy can get from his cock. Strangely enough a lot of gay guys don't appreciate the dick to that depth. There is no doubt that the way it grows and transforms is visually exciting and such a turn on to watch and even more so to feel the excitement as the tip engorges it feels so intensely male.
That was an incredibly erotic description of how beautiful the sensation is for a man as his cock begins to burst with pleasure. At that moment he is at one with his penis and is thrilled by watching its head and stiff shaft as its 4000 nerve endings pulsate as they work at their maximum capcity to make pleasure for him. What a darling beautiful and wonderful thing the male penis is. I'm actually not gay, but love to see a man enjoying the greatest moment of pleasure he can feel in his cock.
Beautiful example of a blissful technique to make you appreciate the depth of sensation a cock can give you. Getting the cock rim fully engorged making it feel as if it is bursting and full of spunk and holding that feeling for as long as possible. Teasing around the rim with Vaseline or spunk making the glands stand out all sensitive. Endless pleasure.