As I said before, I can so easily identify with that..................am addicted also - with absolutely NO regrets in doing so! The pleasure is there to be had - why deny ourselves that ultimate, beautiful sensation?
I get it, I really do.....................and there are much WORSE things to be addicted to!!!! No one knows your body like yourself, so I say 'go for it' as often and as long as you want. We are right behind you!!!! No STD's, no relationship woes, just pure, unadulterated pleasure................WHENEVER you want! Make that clit & pussy sing!!!!!!!